Life is changing faster than i am expecting... Really having a hard time to believe that amount of changes in a sudden 1-2 months...

Recent economic crisis has finally hit me... my mum lost her job and i felt a responsibility to grow up faster and be independent and also help her out... I thank God for being always there for me, knowing how i feel and listening to my prayer every night... Mummy found a new job recently... but instead of the usual 5 hours job she was doing.. the new job requires her to work 10 hours a days... and it sounds tiring to me... that could also means she will have very little time and energy for house chores and all... No more breakfast ready for me the moment i wake up... No more clothes all done up... No more nice and neat living environment?

She was telling me last night that she hopes i can help her out with chores like ironing my own clothes, washing them.. take care of my own meals.. Dun sounds hard to me... but she seems to worry alot that i might not cope...

It seems God is not going easy on me at all, given me a relationship i always wanted... but also lots of problems tagged along with it... which requires an enormous amount of effort and patient till everything can really work out... He pushed my limits to the max.. On top of my new and current commitment and my studies, He is adding problems in my house, and took away so much time from me... I used to control time.. but Time is controlling me now.. =( I can feel He is telling me it is time to grow and be strong... He probability had a great plan for me... and now he needs me to be stronger in order to work his plan... isnt it wonderful that God had put in so much effort in my life and is making me go thru all these for a stronger Paul? =)

Pray for me... Life is not gonna be easy on me for the next few months...
Get orientated soon my boy... We got work to do =)

Till the end - 斗鱼原声带

演唱 / 词 / 曲 :陈达伟 David Tan

All these precious moments
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven
That 's holding me all night
I don 't know how I found you
I 'm thankful that I have

Now that I have a love so true
To hold ,
to keep ,
to share


In my heart ,
I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I 'll always be
with you until the very end

In this world ,
there is no place I 'd rather be
You are my life ,
my soul ,
my girl

And through it all
I know
that you 've come to see
that You 're the one
till the end

All my friends around me
Say you 'd be gone too soon

Baby ,
I 'm gonna make them see
We 've found our way back home

In my heart ,
I can no longer hold inside
All of the love
I used to hide
I 'll always be
with you untill the very end

In this world ,
there is no place I 'd rather be
You are my life ,
my soul ,
my girl
And through it all

I know that
you 've come to see that
You 're the one
till the end

We 'll always be
till the end

Was reading my "secret" blog after so long of leaving it alone there... then i came across this entry... which i think it is suppose to be shared and not kept secret... anyway i had a good laugh when i read it... like... what the hell? i actually wrote that kind of stuff! haha~ Entry was from Monday, October 03, 2005! enjoy~




Monday, October 03, 2005

The Lao Tai Po~

lalalala....

A little angry... but i can control it =)

maybe i am a little pissed off?

anyway... That lao tai po at my home was trying to show how GREAT she is~ oh ya... Great huh? but hor.. my foot greater... *SPLASH* opss... GONE~

lalala... so lame..

Juz now... she was asking me to read her a letter... its my father's car fine~ *serve him right! kekeke* The Lao Tai Po at my house was trying to play Sherlock Holmes? or maybe Jin Tian Yi? she was trying to find clues on where my father could be living with that bitch based on the car fine! Splendid isn't? But.. hahaha! too bad the fine was at TAMPINES STREET 21!!! lolololxxxxxxxx that's my father's shop location~ *MISSION FAILED!*

Then she wanna throw the fine away coz she couldn't get any clues out of it... how wicked nowadays Lao Tai Po can be... Nv Nv Nv... of fence them... rated HIGHLY dangerous Animals! =XXXXX

Then i said.. i wan that letter... becoz i am going to give it to my father~

She eyes grew big with fury flames burning in them... and then she cleared her throat with a loud "AHEM!" which sent a quake shock wave into my room and bounces off the wall~ I suffered sober injuries in my little ears~ CRUEL LAO TAI PO!

Then she exclaimed "HUH WHAT? YOU HAVE BEEN SEEING YOUR FATHER LATELY????" Wow.. that exclamation had a huge amount of potential energy stored in it... after the unleashed of this supersonic sound wave~ books and CDs were flying around my room and all glasses broke upon coming into contact with that supersonic sound wave! wow... how terrifeak...

After recovering from the catastrophic damage done~ i spoke up... with firm voice... i thundered into her half deaf ears! "NOPE I DIDNT! BUT HE REQUIRES ME TO HANG OVER HIS LETTERS BEFORE HE IS WILLING TO HANG OVER MY ALLOWANCE! U DUMB ASS!" (opsss... pls censor the last 3 words away)

Looking unaffected with my lvl 99 Thunder Bolt shock wave~ The Lao Tai Po swiftly did a counter attack... She quickly send another high speed super sonic shock wave back to me... cutting through my thunder bolts and crashing every obstruction in its way... the super sonic shockwave hit me! i fell from my chair and rolled to the other side of my room~ wow.. tts must be the legendary Ah Ma Shen Gong which once owned the world~ how horrifeakable!

"DUN TAKE HIS MONEY LA!" that was what came after the horrifeakable damage of that Legendary demonstration...

what the off lo... i dun take his money then YOU wanna feed me ar? dumb lo... she said why muz i care? not that i dun have a place to stay.. not that i have no food to eat...

hell to her! if she is 50 years younger... i will show her besides her Long lost Legandary Ah Ma Shen Gong~ i also know the Legendary Long Lost Tai Ji... Bai... opsss! heck care!

aiya... she is just very what the fook... ya... what the fook... fook u la...

dummiessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!

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lalalala~ but i love my ah ma so much now =)