Life is changing faster than i am expecting... Really having a hard time to believe that amount of changes in a sudden 1-2 months...

Recent economic crisis has finally hit me... my mum lost her job and i felt a responsibility to grow up faster and be independent and also help her out... I thank God for being always there for me, knowing how i feel and listening to my prayer every night... Mummy found a new job recently... but instead of the usual 5 hours job she was doing.. the new job requires her to work 10 hours a days... and it sounds tiring to me... that could also means she will have very little time and energy for house chores and all... No more breakfast ready for me the moment i wake up... No more clothes all done up... No more nice and neat living environment?

She was telling me last night that she hopes i can help her out with chores like ironing my own clothes, washing them.. take care of my own meals.. Dun sounds hard to me... but she seems to worry alot that i might not cope...

It seems God is not going easy on me at all, given me a relationship i always wanted... but also lots of problems tagged along with it... which requires an enormous amount of effort and patient till everything can really work out... He pushed my limits to the max.. On top of my new and current commitment and my studies, He is adding problems in my house, and took away so much time from me... I used to control time.. but Time is controlling me now.. =( I can feel He is telling me it is time to grow and be strong... He probability had a great plan for me... and now he needs me to be stronger in order to work his plan... isnt it wonderful that God had put in so much effort in my life and is making me go thru all these for a stronger Paul? =)

Pray for me... Life is not gonna be easy on me for the next few months...
Get orientated soon my boy... We got work to do =)