It's nearly a month has passed since holiday started... and i haven got enough of slacking... in fact, i haven even really slacked! whenever i wanted to slack for a whole day... something at the back of my mind will bark at me to finish it before i can slack peacefully... why is this holiday sooo busy~ =(
Just as i thought tomorrow is a good day to slack... i realised i need to follow up on a case i closed recently... i realised i haven settle some of my clients inquiries... i realised i haven do my proposer for huizhen... and eldershield thingy is still going on... i am receiving my new list this week... and there will be a long list of cold calling to do... and i need to make birthday cards... i need to go my aunt's house to fix her laptop... i still haven started on my NTU course... i need to complete my music theory exercise book by this month.. and my table is messy... my computer is breaking down.. i need to get a new one... and i need to shop for my sister's birthday present... and i need to call singtel for some shit and i haven started training for IPPT... and and and and... omg.. the list goes on... ahh... how to slack in peace???
huizhen says i am bad at prioritising my stuff.. until i can miss church... =( but i think what she said is quite correct... i dun like to keep a to do list... but i am not very good with efficent time management.. i can work fast but i cant manage time well.. =(
Anyway went to jason's concert just now... i enjoyed myself. Even though i went alone to a concert for the first time! Well.. but i dun feel very out of place.. maybe its becoz i have noone to chat to... i was very focus on the music... and NIE Band didnt played well for the 1st half of the concert... but the 2nd half was bravo... they played most of the music that i like! although the band sounded messy, but i find the dynamic of the music was good.. the band still managed to bring out the feel of the music despite of the mess they played! =)
Went to Jeremy's house with jason and wei jian for his 21st birthday celebration~ We played WII! omg.. it's the first i played that thing... i always thought it look so stupid and dumb to be swinging the controller here and there... but once you try it.. you got addicted! haha~ i think i kinda love WII... oh shit! DEAR PAUL! YOU ARE NOT BUYING WII! =)
i wonder did something happen to me? recently i got pretty "emo" easily... but the good thing is.. whenever i am really emo... i will fall back to God... because He is my only comfort and shelter =)
i am becoming back to the old me i guess... shdnt i be more cold hearted in order not to get hurt again?
I wanna be a candle.. that lights people's darkest corner.. so they will not be lost in darkness...
A heart that appreciates makes a different in life.. not just your life.. but others life too.. =)
Nite!
12:43 AM